I once tried to risked, admit it, we all tried to risk. Sometimes we succeed, sometimes we don’t. It hurt doesn’t it? When you started to trust, you are trying to invest so much that you forgot about yourself. That thought itself hurts so much you’re already feeling numb. You get attached and then you invest, you invest and then you get hurt because you invest to someone who is not investing on you. You focus yourself so much to them you forgot yourself. While it shouldn’t be like that. You’re making them your world. You’re making a person your world. You are forcing to build a relationship with them. Well, I should include myself in that phrase. Feeling numb and feeling the ache at the same time it’s so upsetting that it’s becoming destructive. It’s so destructive that the thoughts are becoming so loud it aches so much. But that doesn’t stop me from risking. I’d rather risk than lose the chance. I’d rather lose from myself than lose the moment. I’ll get hurt by risking, but I’ll be wise when I’ll try to risk again. Life’s not perfect for me to acquire something so painless. It’ll work or it’ll not, that’s life.

Risking is part of experiencing something new. It’s either I’ll obtain my ambition which I took the risk or I’ll learn. Either way I’d still choose to risk than to regret. I won’t ever regret risking, risking is a very challenging thing from me, you see, risking is already a risky thing, but not taking a risk in life is the biggest thing to risk at all. I always tell myself I need the courage to risk, I need strength to put some efforts for me to achieve things. I won’t live my life without a little risk. You see, it’s like going to a park without riding any rides at all, it’s like buying a book without reading it at all. Without risking I won’t reached this far. Risking is a big thing we need to do, it’s taking the liberty. You are afraid? Do it anyway, our life is the only chance we have, use it. Be kind, love, respect, and take the risks, because great things comes from risking. Risking will always be the thing I want to risk. Either I win or I learn. Either way, nothing will be gone from me. But if I’ll not take that shot? The moment and chance, I might lose them in my grasp. Risking is not the one that is scary, it’s me not taking that risk and I’ll lose that chance. Not taking the risk will always be the worst failed risked I can make.